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Joel and I have been officially dating for a month. We spent our one-month anniversary playing video games while wrapped under a massive down-comforter. I had two glasses of wine and he didn’t like how my breath smelled but he kissed me anyway. That’s dedication right there.

I keep looking back and trying to see where it’s going. Other relationships I found myself planning for a future but still taking it a step at a time. This time I’m seeing so many possibilities. He’s definitely husband material. He’s kind and wickedly smart, and his family is exceptional. His best friend is his sister, and she is just flawless. He also comes from the internets, like me, so he understands any meme I throw in a conversation… Oh, and he’s got a ridiculous body. I mean, Ba-ZING.

I guess the only flaw I’ve found in the relationship is that I’m an introvert and need to be alone sometime. I don’t know if he understands it’s not because of him or spending too much time (there is no too much time when it comes to that boy) together. It’s just how I process my life and keep that bright and chipper smile on my face. It’s for everyone else. If he thinks it’s because of him, that might throw some doubt into his mind.

And I do not want him doubting my commitment.

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